Left Behind

Hello guys,

I know it's been a while i haven't posted anything and i've been out of topic lately which is getting far from my origin purpose, coin collection. Actually, i have no intention whatsoever to share my terrible stories to you guys i promise i just want to let it all out and speak up my mind a bit in this blog.. So don't judge me.. Anyway, what's going on lately has been mind blowing, out of control, and tragical. Sorry i shalln't tell you this but it just purely sucks. You wouldn't believe it if you were me.

Okay, I begin with my Final test. Yeah i know it sounds crap, but that's the thing that i had to deal with. No joke i've barely done those 6 subjects, that wouldn't guarantee me to pass but i have a special feeling for this one because those tests (they consist of 5 packets) had been spreaded out of the web. Ha!. I even have done it before the test was begun. So i was like i knew these quizzes ha biatch i knew the answers but...  in the end it turns out to be more confusing because it had several numbers of quizzes that didn't exist before. Yeahh in conclusion that was magical too got some answers key to that.

After Final test, there goes the holiday. Me and my friends went to Central Java and Yogyakarta region for about 3 days. It was 45% fun and 55% terrible and messed in every way. In our first day journey go to there there was no incident but i wouldn't forget what happened in our third day it was terrible-shit if you're reading this right now and were there you know how awful it was. It's related to the guy and the girl who i've shared a couple k ago. And this time i played a significant important rule there (not really cool actor btw) well it doesn't matter. What matters the trouble is there was a huge fight between them. He was mad and convinced fall out of the four-stories hotel just because she didn't ask him to go out with him. Seriously?. Probably for some people it's really aggravating and disgusting. All of the people can relate it. Probably he's pissed because he's short-tempramented human being who easily gets mad when something isn't right. You sir really need to go to psychiatrist pronto. It gets real insane when he intend to get out of the hotel. And briefly securities stopped him. But he had a gut to do that, i appreciate it what a terrific job bro. Shortly, after that incident passed she confirmed there is no more relation between them. If i were that boy i'd probably leave her if i knew she has no chemistry on me far before it got worse. If i were that girl i'd probably say "Sorry" and if he's clingy hard-headed person who couldn't accept reality then i'd let him commit suicide because it wasn't my fault and absolutely not my affair to interprate your logic. I'm glad they both splitted up. Matter of fact, i won't take his position though, we're just FRIENDS (no friendzone joke intended) :)

Continue with another story so i finally found out how my selection test was. I didn't get it. Hahh.. it's okay though since i will be going to Un-National University.

And Miss Manurung, if you read this keep fighting my friend! :)


See you soon
Adhira

Selling Some

Hey Guys!

I know it's been a while. I just want to let you know that i have an intention to sell some of my collections. You can check out in my profile Kaskus page :

If you're indonesian you must've known that site.

Peace :)
Adhira

Break the silence

Hallo!.

It has been one year since i left my blog. As i recall, my last post was in 2013 and theni never touched the orange "New Post" button located in north-west on my profile page. And.. you know what i've heard a question like "Why are you being unproductive on your blog or Why didn't you post the new one?" and i perfectly remember no one came to me and said that. 

Uhh.. yeah kind of sad, isn't it?. Get it?. Get it?. It's because no one reads it duhh.. :v

Back to the topic, 2013 & 2014 have been very great years for me. A lot of competitions, dramas, contemplatings, sadness, lonliness, and all of those clingy things that had been hit me for two years. What i'm trying to stress in here is high school. Yeah, mostly those occurances came from the place where i study. In high school (the second year) i've made massive experiences physically and heart-situationally. In second finale of year session in high school i win several competitions which is great for me. As well as, a heart-breaking moment from romances. I hate to tell this, but i'm not that kind of guy who likes to share his problems to others. I don't know about you but you may agree with me, i hate drama. So, there was a story happened one year ago that i'd never forget forever. It was about chasing a crush which is ended miserably and suck-ly (i knew future me'd laugh at this but idk) .

And in the end she looked like she winded up to her lover again even though she claimed (and verified) that she had broke up with her man. Well, at that time i don't know whether i continue or stop but all i got in mind was this is a huge potential to get her again. But then i was wrong, she never looked at me again, neither did i. I mean, it's alright-y to talk again but you know who i am.. I was giving a lot of chances but she never responded it well. So, Picture to burn baby.. 

If i look back into those days when we were "cool", we had the same interest, we share things,we chat impressively, we were the undisputed best "friends-but-not-just-friends-and-not being-friendzoned" ever. But it's time to face the truth.. We'll never walk on the same path again..

Demo.. We'll let it all go away, won't we?. The angel'll never be far away from her fate. Recently, i'm passive in collecting coins since i was getting busy on next level or graduation tests,quizzes,and all of those craps. But that won't grind down my passion though. 3rd-year is the most exhausting year ever which are the study time you have only 9 months, and before the final tests you will get puke by the tests A,tests B,and tests Z. And now i even haven't learn for tomorrow's subject test yet. I'm doing fine right now, much better than before with music and drinks and buddies and idk.. 

If god put us together again in the future, then we are meant to be.. I'm sorry but Ti Amo F..

I'll be seeing you soon..

Sto Adhira firmare fiore mi ringrazio molto vostra por la attenzione

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