It has been one year since i left my blog. As i recall, my last post was in 2013 and theni never touched the orange "New Post" button located in north-west on my profile page. And.. you know what i've heard a question like "Why are you being unproductive on your blog or Why didn't you post the new one?" and i perfectly remember no one came to me and said that.
Uhh.. yeah kind of sad, isn't it?. Get it?. Get it?. It's because no one reads it duhh.. :v
Back to the topic, 2013 & 2014 have been very great years for me. A lot of competitions, dramas, contemplatings, sadness, lonliness, and all of those clingy things that had been hit me for two years. What i'm trying to stress in here is high school. Yeah, mostly those occurances came from the place where i study. In high school (the second year) i've made massive experiences physically and heart-situationally. In second finale of year session in high school i win several competitions which is great for me. As well as, a heart-breaking moment from romances. I hate to tell this, but i'm not that kind of guy who likes to share his problems to others. I don't know about you but you may agree with me, i hate drama. So, there was a story happened one year ago that i'd never forget forever. It was about chasing a crush which is ended miserably and suck-ly (i knew future me'd laugh at this but idk) .
And in the end she looked like she winded up to her lover again even though she claimed (and verified) that she had broke up with her man. Well, at that time i don't know whether i continue or stop but all i got in mind was this is a huge potential to get her again. But then i was wrong, she never looked at me again, neither did i. I mean, it's alright-y to talk again but you know who i am.. I was giving a lot of chances but she never responded it well. So, Picture to burn baby..
If i look back into those days when we were "cool", we had the same interest, we share things,we chat impressively, we were the undisputed best "friends-but-not-just-friends-and-not being-friendzoned" ever. But it's time to face the truth.. We'll never walk on the same path again..
Demo.. We'll let it all go away, won't we?. The angel'll never be far away from her fate. Recently, i'm passive in collecting coins since i was getting busy on next level or graduation tests,quizzes,and all of those craps. But that won't grind down my passion though. 3rd-year is the most exhausting year ever which are the study time you have only 9 months, and before the final tests you will get puke by the tests A,tests B,and tests Z. And now i even haven't learn for tomorrow's subject test yet. I'm doing fine right now, much better than before with music and drinks and buddies and idk..
If god put us together again in the future, then we are meant to be.. I'm sorry but Ti Amo F..
I'll be seeing you soon..
Sto Adhira firmare fiore mi ringrazio molto vostra por la attenzione
Arrivederci
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